Confused?!?!

So i've come to a point in my life that well i wouldn't say confuses me but it's just different I've started falling for someone that well i wouldn't say i wouldn't normally but the person is different is different from people i've dated in the past. I don't know if anything would ever happen am not saying that i don't want it to happen, just saying that living in different states doesn't really help what so ever.

This person brings out feelings i never knew i had, i've never been a jealous person but yet i sometimes get this nagging jealous feeling in the back of my mind and i can't seem to help it. Do i want that feeling No, but i don't know what i need to do in order to get rid of it. I've never been a confident person, i've always been insecure person & a little insecure with my relationship. I don't even know what is happening or what we are if we are anything but i guess just having it be blah is good and not.

I don't know just feeling really weird over this i don't know how to feel or act, & i haven't told anyone because well i don't know what to say. GAH i hate this feeling, i hate the feeling of unknown just like i hate the feeling of failing at something, knowing my luck i would fail at this.

Well that's it for now, nuff of the sad stuff going to go do something else, maybe call G he knows what to say and what i need to hear!!!

Peace & Love

xx