This Is Life I Guess ...

Well i've come to the conclusion that well while my life doesn't completely suck doesn't mean that I really like it, and I hate complain about it because there are billions of people who's lives suck a billion times then mine.

And I hate complaining because if i complain all the time then it feels like i'm complaining just to get attention and it's not because honestly I don't like attention, only when its the flirting type of attention because that i do love especially when it comes from the person that i like.

I just hate being the one that people come to when they want something done or when someone else comes online you'd rather talk to them i've heard you complain about when people do that but I don't think you realise you do it as well.

And I really don't want to complain about that but I do feel ignored somethings and I know that you never mean to ignore people because your amazing sweet person but i guess that's just how i feel and I really do hate feeling this way because honestly is it worth feeling this way we are really only friends and will most likely only ever be friends but you are special to me, really special to me.

Now onto something random, so my ex friended me on facebook, that part wasn't so weird it was more the face that he has facebook now the boy doesn't go online all that much ever but now he's made a facebook? I accepted it because well were actually great friends i think we both realised that we were better off friends because honestly we are closer now that were not together which is weird isn't it normally the other way around? but it's true :) and i'm happy that he's there for me when I need him, unlike some people i'd consider friends.

Well I think that's all for now .. Well that's all i've got to get off my mind right now there is probably more but hey don't want to bore you too much.

Peace xx